Fireheads

Somebody's got a long way to go.
You're not sitting by the phone no more.
You're gonna throw it away, crash it on a rock.
Yeah, so you can live your life.

Mmm, are we going crazy?
It's not fair to say we wasted time,
In my view we just used it all up.
It's not fair to say we wasted time,
In my view we just used it all up.

Mmm, what hurts you hurts me too.
I find it hard to make right.
I know I've been a pain lately,
That I failed in every test - oh, I did wrong!

Oh man, what are we seeing here?
Life's changed all!
We share a similar firehead so there's nowhere to go.

Lost change and things I've braved.
Somwhere we got lost and can't be seen.
There's a hard wind blowing down our house,
Once that's gone it can't be found.
I thought you'd keep me warm,
But I was sure I was wrong.

Oh man, what are we seeing here?
This changed all!
We share a similar firehead so there's nowhere to go.
Oh man, what are we seeing here?
Life's changed all!
We share the same firehead so there's nowhere to go.

-Emiliana Torrini

I can't explain how much this song relates to my life...most of you know.

I have discovered that I have grown apart from someone I thought I would have around forever. He was special to me. I wish I could say he still was. Maybe at some point, there was truth to his words and sincerity in his actions. I can't tell you when, I can't tell you what moment was true and what moment was do get something from me.

I don't believe in him anymore, and at the same time, I believe in myself more than ever. Its odd. Its like I was letting him hold me back and be less than myself, when in reality, I am 20 times the person he is.

"So you can live your life..."